Monday, November 16, 2009

Time and money flai

Urgently need to revert back to consistent savings - NOT like the damned insurance/investment plan thing, I can't even take my money back till I'm 100 or I get involved in some accident/sickness of sorts.

Kinda miss sec school days where all I had to do was save $20 a week, no strings attached.. Past few months, bought quite a bit of gear, have to pay $2000/yr school fees, friends' birthdays and farewells, and now for nothing bought insurance.

In the past, getting a job was just to pass time and earn extra cash. Looks like now I HAVE to find a job 'cause AIA will suck my measly $3 a day savings.. Meaning no more $ for paintball/going out/etc.

Seriously one hurdle after another. Just few days ago was being stressed over my whole shitload of stuff to do, and now got to worry about money too. Feels like I'm being tested.. and things at home aren't going very well either. Maybe I should just terminate the stupid policy.. I have 14 days.. but already prepaid 2 mths value..

Guess I should count this as preparation for hectic adult life.. and learn how to wave people off. It's a miracle I managed to walk out of that EnYouth 'interview' without signing anything. Feels like I'm a walking disaster waiting to happen, hahaha..

On a brighter note, I'm just glad that I found some understanding and concerned friends in poly.

Me needs to relax.. chill.. have a coffee.
And shoot something. Withdrawal symptoms are showing from 1 mth of paintball abstinence. Speaking of which, there's 2 games + 1 training coming up, and payment for customised team jersey. No $$$ liao lah!

So call me stupid, crazy, careless - whatever, all I need now is to get up and move on from here. I AM careless though.. didn't check the full details of the policy properly. Banghead.

At least this whole incident got me to read few chapters of ODJ. Today's (Nov 13) article relates exactly to my situation. Heh.

/endrant
Ok off to zzz. Sure gonna be late tomorrow.